u had totally lose all the respect i have from you since the day u create the trouble and i have to ask my fren for help to solve the problem.

till today u still cant wake up to ur senses..

after so many yrs..

u take the easy way out for the lifestyle u r leading..

while i need to work my way thru for my education and my daily expenses..

u r not the king.

coz u are totally not fit to be one.

if u r not my kin, i prob wld have lead a much better life..

deep down within me i hope u stop creating trouble.

i haf my share of things to worry abt..

so y cant u just stop adding on to it??

ur life is totally screwed up..

i never understand y.

but i guess i will still remain silent..

once awhile i will whine..

n d poor chap haf to knock some sense into me.

but as stubborn as ever..

he,she,u,they all are still my friends

no matter wat.

as i m writing this entry

the song "sometimes love just aint enuff" reminds me of the 2 lovely gals..

u know who u are..

but i m not gonna write anything abt love or bgr thingy..

sometimes i pondered to myself.

havent i been putting my effort into it??

when i m striving hard to make it happened..

another "it" came with a big BANG..

sometings just cant push the way thru..

i've done what i can do..

making it work..

i told myself i cant fall..

coz if i do..

everything else will too..

there is a limit to everything..

dun push it..

I seriously feel like snipping my hair..

of cox is going to a salon to snip it away.

there is sth abt me..

i dun cut my hair coz i get bored of the hairstyle or coz its messy or my hair is at fault..

i cut it coz i tink my hair is carrying my mood down..

n i want to make it much lighter..

lately i dunoe coz of the cold weather that make me feels sad..

its nice to have this weather..

but well...

not when i m slping alone..

esp when its raining n the thunder just suddenly sounds like a building had collapse..

i was waiting for my fren at the busstop while it was pouring cats n dogs..

while waiting i almost feel like crying..

coz it was a bad day for me that day..

just when i was abt to cry after a super loud thunder..

my phone rang..

n i cant help to luff..

my fren smsed me---"dun be mistaken its not thunder,its juz me farting.. no need to be afraid.. "

anyway back to the haircut..

i seriously dunoe wat hairstyle to cut..

coz i already gt a short hair..

so not many options left..

i remembered there was twice i just walked into my usual salon n said..

my mood is damn bad..

can u do sth to my hair to make me feel better..

yeah its sounds crazy..

but i onli do it coz i trust this 2 stylist..

else i wun even dare to let them handle my hair..

my hair always make my day..

esp if someone compliments it..

oh well.. till i realli get my hair cut..

my cranky feeling will still be there..