Things I wanna to do/complete/enjoy!!!

It was just a recent incident that make me wonder..

Where are my frenz??

Lolx..

It might sounds silly..

Coz most knew tat I have alot of frenz surrounding me..

Different groups of frenz..

from my leses, to my primary, to my sec(same batch, junior and senior),poly frenz(same course,knew from camps/events),ex colleagues from ljs/mels/starhub,present colleagues from prudential(pple from my agency n others..)

seriously there are alot of contacts in my Red Nokia E65..

but d close ones??

lolx..

I told a new fren I've know recently that everyone to me are close frenz.. but a few are precious..

i dun mind to talk to anyone abt my problems..

but..

tat nite.. when i was looking for someone to listen to my *complaints*

NO ONE~~~

actually its just coz i tot of calling the few precious..

but no one was there to listen to me..

the few whom I tried to called n whom their names came into my mind:

A - Not in Sg

B - In Camp

C - Busy

D - Didnt answer

E - Didnt Answer..

This leads me to asking myself.. I tot i got alot of frenz..

Well.. I do.. haha..but allow me to chat on phone are a few..

and only a few i can talk to them about my problems..

the others? is socializing..

Dun get me wrong.. I love everyone..

In fact I make a point to love and not hate everyone..

I dun care who u are..

coz hating or bad mouthing someone is just SO SO TIRING..

so y nt just treat everyone for who they are.. n accept them for who they are..

I have throw tat UGLY DEVIL BABY away..

I m not SAINT but at least I try to make my life more meaninful..

Coz I realised that LIFE IS TOO SHORT to be hating others..

It was difficult.. Never Easy..

I knew it when I made my decision..

I tot to myself y i chose this road over n over again..

It was tat day I finally realised y I join..

Coz I went thru before..

I dun wan pple to follow my footsteps..

Spending every penny of wat i earned was the wrong way..

I learnt the impt of cultivating the habit of saving..

Even putting aside $2/day into somewhere with higher interest for my future use was something didnt come across my mind..

I went thru before when I learnt I need to go for operation..

My mind was thinking..

Y me..

How come I need to go for an operation..

Where m i going to get the money..

lucky for me, my daddy bought a plan for me so $$ was not a prob dan..

at least I dun need to worry for money when I go for my operation..

I never thought y..

But u question me Y..

N we both talked till we almost cried..

No one wants to go and not leaving anything behind for their love ones..

No one wants to go lead their future not having any saving started..

It all about start early else it may be too late..