Time really flies and another week is gone..
Something felt wrong somewhere for the past week..

And I've been asking myself the same question over and over again..

A close fren of mine asked me why I am so weak?

It is like I have no ideal what my position or placing within u..

Treating u as a Gem but I MAY just seem as a dirt.

Recently I have a childhood fren whom I know since before Primary school, mum had passed away..

A few weeks before tat happened an ex colleague of mine had passed away too..

I remember telling Dawn I wanted to write a post title:"The Tomorrow That Never Comes"

Sounds like a familiar pharse perhaps..

Many of u may have known that I m doing recruitment calls for the past 2 mths plus..

I can make phone calls to ANYONE on my phone list..

Everytime I scroll to that name I would tell myself..

"I shall call him tml"

and yes my tml didnt come coz I always ended up calling some other random pple...

Even calling pple who I have meet up often or had just seen him or her..

A week passed.. than a month.the next thing I knew was to received about the news of him leaving this world..

I felt quite upset and angry on myself coz why i didnt make that phone call??

It might not make a difference that he have to leave this world but at least I could had sent my condolence to his family=(

Last Monday Eve,Daryl & I went out for a dinner and ice cream..

As Daryl was sending me home..

I told the two of them in the car that if one day i m gone what my request will be..

Daryl was still asking me why is everyone saying about death nowadays??

Well on that every nite I received the sms from eve abt my fren mum passed away..

DAryl if u r reading this my answer to u is that: Anything may happen anytime anywhere for any reason...

2007 had ended~~

I wish 2008 will be a better year..

And only 6 days into the new year..

And it had not been really going well..

hopefully on the 15th i can pass my M9 exam in one go..

on the 17th, company D&D @ waterfront hotel..

Maybe after that going club..

19th is my bdae n i actually turning 22 this year..

time realli flies..

Anyway i believed i've told many that I'll be having a chalet..

Well I think I m not hosting any anymore..

Reason??

*Shrug* I dunoe..