i seriously do not know what is wrong with me..

its 2am in the morning n i m still awake typing on my laptop..

n i have to wake up at 730am later!!!!

whats on my mind??

bestie was asking me what is wrong with me recently..

y so gloomy..

y dun wanna talk to him on e phone..

but i have no freaking ideal what is wrong..

m i tinking too much on my job??

but no lei recently week after week i have good appts..

m i tinking abt my family??

prob.. too many things are happening in my household..

i kept asking wat is the main reason that is making me feel so sad n wanting to eat chocolate ice cream every week..

maybe i didnt satisfy my craving for the ice cream??(*hint hint ice cream time*)

i felt like i had walked into a maze..

wanting to get out..

i kept trying..

when i looked up, the world is spinning..

when i closed my eyes, i saw white lights..

when i wanted to scream, nothing came out..

when i tried to reach for something, i cant feel it..

i was telling bestie earlier i had so much to said..

so many things to whine n complain n tell him..

but it got stuck..

i remain silent..

suddenly i dunoe where to start..

i dunoe what to say..

1 more day to genting..

min was asking if i m happy..

BUT i wasnt!!!!

last week i was so looking forward to it..

this week suddenly i felt wha so fast ar..

i used to look forward to holiday trips..

what is bothering me???

3mths to go..

14 weeks to go..

89 days to go..

2062hrs to go..

and i m turning 23 years old..

i suddenly felt old.. okay for the past couple of mths i felt this way..

i yet to achieve anything yet except for some certs from schools lah..

maybe add on some experiences from work??

and having great frenz..

i thought of catching a musical on my bdae..

Rodgers & Hammerstein’s Cinderella

but well i doubt anyone will be so interested to catch it especially on a monday..

i told bestie that i wanted to watch it on my bdae..

he said okay.. but i think i shldnt bored him to death too..

i m so hard to please..

he said okay le mah..

maybe i just dun wanna bored u pple..

hence i decided...

I M NOT GOING TO CELEBRATE MY BDAE..

maybe i cant accept i m turning old..

oh wait.. i was just checking out the website for the musical..

Guess what????

they do not have slots on MONDAY!!!

so oh well..

i dun have to think about the musical on my bdae anymore..

yeah..

i dun mind pressies though..

lolx.. but pls no bdae cake!!! seeing the candles on the cake reminds me i m getting old..

yeah i know my bdae is like so far away..

but cant deny the fact that time passes very fast..

esp if u count down by week after week!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in a flash it will be november..

dan december...

xmas..

dan we will be welcoming 2009..

omfg~~~

time really waits for no one!!

omg..

what have i been doing all my life??

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i dunoe what i want to say..

i have many many things on my mind..

but which should i start first?

i really need a break..

hoping the coming weekends will seriously help me to unwind..

i went there twice..

once when i was sec 2 with fel,christal n janice plus christal family.

a fun filled trip..

but cant compare to 2003 feb v day..

haha..

i went with my gals..

n nat's family=)

when bunch of gals are having fun..

i remembered we kept playing topshot..

i remembered we took super lots of pics with funny positions..

haha..

n we got roses as v day pressie..

we went to played the flying venture..

i will be going up on thursday nite first..

hanwei n gang will oso be going up but on friday morning..

dar dar n gang will go up on friday nite..

PLS LET ME SCREAM N HAVE FUN N UNWIND!!!!

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i had nt been blogging for a mth plus??

had been pretty busy d past mth..

there was nat bdae on d 11th n 13th for celebration.. (no piz with me for nat bdae though i tink i didnt take much oso)

dar dar wedding on d 14th..

louis bdae on d 15th..

dan wat other major events?? hmmm

lolx.. i seriously having short term memory..

went clubbing on d 4th oct..

8th was dearie's bdae..

i was unwell..but am glad i went.. else i will miss the romantic sight=)

10th was joyce's bdae..

12th oct went for class gathering dan to zac place for hari raya..

there are alot of pictures i wanna post.. i seriously have tons of it waiting to be post..

they are screaming at me..

okay 13th was sab bdae..

17th is today!! its sweetie ed's bdae..

WHAT WITH THE OCTOBER BABIES!!!!!

broke lei..

i had sleepless nights..

my mind is on alot of things..

i m running for sales..

earning more..

so i can give daddy to see a good doctor..

so i can lighten mummy burden..

so i can get the irritating shit off my back..

so i can shut ur bloody mouth n u stop asking for money,..

so life can be more peaceful..

so i dun need to ask frenz for help when in need..

i didnt regret starting this career.

i didnt give up on this career..

i dun care how u see me..

coz i tink i m here to create hope create dreams and create miracles..

i always asked myself this.. if years ago..

my parents still continue with the saving plans for me n my bros..

i prob have a sum of money now also..

but it wasnt their fault..

was that dumb ass cheated my parents hard earned money..

i cursed u to be torn into a million zillion pieces and rot in hell..

it because of u this kind of pple around that make pple lose faith in insurance companies..

but i still believe..

i still have faith in insurance..

though i m paying money for a piece of paper..

but i m paying for a peace of mind..

to ensure that when i m hospitalised i will be covered..

dun have to worry abt the bills..

but damn i have to get my medical report first before i can cover with the prushield..

anyway i m paying to make sure if i pass on..

my family have a sum of money.

for the funeral..

for the time i m not there to give them financial support..

the next thing i wanna to take up is a savin plan.

coz i dun wan years down the road..

i have to start worrying about children education or my retirement..

there are pple who dun understand y i came into this career.

its hard..

i never once said it was easy..

but i hope u trust me..

i had not slept well for days.. for weeks..

i not sure y..

d day i stepped out.. i was sure i m not going to step back in..

it had been a mth plus..

trust me..

i had been too nice that u r taking advantage of me..

i didnt scream at u..

didnt talkback to u..

if i did i guess u would had fainted..

there are some things still best to be left unspoken..

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Name:Joy Lim Gek Chen
D.O.B : 19/01/1986
Occupation : Prudential Financial Adviser
School:May Primary,
Bendemeer Secondary,
Temasek Polytechnic(Diploma In Info - Communication)

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- Car License by end of 2010

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