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 Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @ 2:04 AM i seriously do not know what is wrong with me.. its 2am in the morning n i m still awake typing on my laptop.. n i have to wake up at 730am later!!!! whats on my mind?? bestie was asking me what is wrong with me recently.. y so gloomy.. y dun wanna talk to him on e phone.. but i have no freaking ideal what is wrong.. m i tinking too much on my job?? but no lei recently week after week i have good appts.. m i tinking abt my family?? prob.. too many things are happening in my household.. i kept asking wat is the main reason that is making me feel so sad n wanting to eat chocolate ice cream every week.. maybe i didnt satisfy my craving for the ice cream??(*hint hint ice cream time*) i felt like i had walked into a maze.. wanting to get out.. i kept trying.. when i looked up, the world is spinning.. when i closed my eyes, i saw white lights.. when i wanted to scream, nothing came out.. when i tried to reach for something, i cant feel it.. i was telling bestie earlier i had so much to said.. so many things to whine n complain n tell him.. but it got stuck.. i remain silent.. suddenly i dunoe where to start.. i dunoe what to say.. 1 more day to genting.. min was asking if i m happy.. BUT i wasnt!!!! last week i was so looking forward to it.. this week suddenly i felt wha so fast ar.. i used to look forward to holiday trips.. what is bothering me??? 3mths to go.. 14 weeks to go.. 89 days to go.. 2062hrs to go.. and i m turning 23 years old.. i suddenly felt old.. okay for the past couple of mths i felt this way.. i yet to achieve anything yet except for some certs from schools lah.. maybe add on some experiences from work?? and having great frenz.. i thought of catching a musical on my bdae.. Rodgers & Hammerstein’s Cinderella but well i doubt anyone will be so interested to catch it especially on a monday.. i told bestie that i wanted to watch it on my bdae.. he said okay.. but i think i shldnt bored him to death too.. i m so hard to please.. he said okay le mah.. maybe i just dun wanna bored u pple.. hence i decided... I M NOT GOING TO CELEBRATE MY BDAE.. maybe i cant accept i m turning old.. oh wait.. i was just checking out the website for the musical.. Guess what???? they do not have slots on MONDAY!!! so oh well.. i dun have to think about the musical on my bdae anymore.. yeah.. i dun mind pressies though.. lolx.. but pls no bdae cake!!! seeing the candles on the cake reminds me i m getting old.. yeah i know my bdae is like so far away.. but cant deny the fact that time passes very fast.. esp if u count down by week after week!!!!!!!!!!!!! in a flash it will be november.. dan december... xmas.. dan we will be welcoming 2009.. omfg~~~ time really waits for no one!! omg.. what have i been doing all my life?? |
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 Name:Joy Lim Gek Chen D.O.B : 19/01/1986 Occupation : Prudential Financial Adviser School:May Primary, Bendemeer Secondary, Temasek Polytechnic(Diploma In Info - Communication) ==Wishlist== -Digital Camera( Samsung ST500 ) -Wardrobe -Watch ==Goals== - StarClub 2011 - Car License by end of 2010 |
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