It was just a recent incident that make me wonder..

Where are my frenz??

Lolx..

It might sounds silly..

Coz most knew tat I have alot of frenz surrounding me..

Different groups of frenz..

from my leses, to my primary, to my sec(same batch, junior and senior),poly frenz(same course,knew from camps/events),ex colleagues from ljs/mels/starhub,present colleagues from prudential(pple from my agency n others..)

seriously there are alot of contacts in my Red Nokia E65..

but d close ones??

lolx..

I told a new fren I've know recently that everyone to me are close frenz.. but a few are precious..

i dun mind to talk to anyone abt my problems..

but..

tat nite.. when i was looking for someone to listen to my *complaints*

NO ONE~~~

actually its just coz i tot of calling the few precious..

but no one was there to listen to me..

the few whom I tried to called n whom their names came into my mind:

A - Not in Sg

B - In Camp

C - Busy

D - Didnt answer

E - Didnt Answer..

This leads me to asking myself.. I tot i got alot of frenz..

Well.. I do.. haha..but allow me to chat on phone are a few..

and only a few i can talk to them about my problems..

the others? is socializing..

Dun get me wrong.. I love everyone..

In fact I make a point to love and not hate everyone..

I dun care who u are..

coz hating or bad mouthing someone is just SO SO TIRING..

so y nt just treat everyone for who they are.. n accept them for who they are..

I have throw tat UGLY DEVIL BABY away..

I m not SAINT but at least I try to make my life more meaninful..

Coz I realised that LIFE IS TOO SHORT to be hating others..