Thursday, September 27, 2007 @ 1:20 PM No names will be mentioned in this entry.. but i m not talking about one person.. but i m talkin about afew pple.. You walked with me thru many yrs.. everything about me you should know it well.. The last arguments we had i guess was back dan in our younger days.. due to some stupid comment by a teacher n u were mad at me.. we exchange notes with each other.. not love notes n not study notes.. but its secret notes n gossiping notes=) u stood by me thru most of my difficult times.. fond memories kept within me though i know most it u might had forgotten for u r STM.. lolx. but i know u know that u r still impt to me though we dun meet tat often:p Over the years you had been on my mind and I dunoe how is life getting on with you. Becoz of you,my life changed alot.. you leave many memories behind and I remember all the little things we did with pagers in the past=) I noticed you at mac donald.. from there ur small acts makes my heart flutter with smiles on my face.. How things would be like if you are by my side now? You just love to tease me be it is good or bad.. you just loves to make me miss you so much that we had become an item.. It was sooner or later fact.. but it became a fact earlier than i had expected. you taught me things I never know and make me yummy food. You had tolerate with my nonsense and give in to me like how i had given in to your bad temper.. okay i given quite alot of attitude.. but you are the cause of my attitude=p okay its all because of my unreasonable attitude dat caused all these:p from an enemy not really enemy though but from a seed n with my showering care n loves.. the flower is blooming beautifully.. Okay i m at work now so i cant blog about many other important pple in this entry.. but everyone of you out there that i know.. you did make an impact in my life=) Saturday, September 22, 2007 @ 2:33 PM I'm back in the office now.. n yes i know its a saturdae.. Maybe it is just my personality.. I dun like things lying halfway done.. well just had lunch with hanwei @ LemonGrass @ Heeren.. Apparently we ate around $44 for just the 2 of us.. lolx. thanks for accompanying me for lunch. I shall kiss goodbye to the key of trust~~ 6 months ago u took it away from me without asking me.. i found out it was missing only 3 months ago.. I thought i had lost it.. I was going to cry dan.. and that is when u told me u had took it.. I know i was harsh when i shouted at u and scolded u with all the unkind words I ever used on you before.. Guess I had broke ur heart dan.. I cried for hours without anyone by my side.. It was silly to cry I know.. but it broke my heart too.. Thinking of how useless I am to prevent such things to happen.. Today you asked if I still wants it.. Obviously my answer is yes!! but upon listening on what the price to have it back.. I decided to kiss it goodbye.. Coz I know the same thing will happen again a few months down the road if the whole situation got even more worse.. U did promise me u will get it back for me 3 months ago.. n today here u r asking if i still wants it.. how much more can i trust u? Everything I do, is always not up to ur standard n not to ur likings.. since when u have supported my decision? I m where i m today coz I m happy with what i m doing.. earning big bucks n working less hours maybe great.. but i might not be happy too.. Cant u just give me a little trust on what i m doing? its the tears that wash away my pain.. n i know no matter how much money i earn i might get the happy life i m leading now.. i might be slogging away in the office till 2am in the morning.. but at least i m happy working n i still have my frenz around me.. n the environment is great here.. but still life have to be realistic n not in my dreamland.. coz singapore standard of living is just increasing.. PS: I am working now coz I want to make sure everything is done!! but not for the sake of the bloody OT.. yeah who dun wan money but dun think i m clocking OT just to claimed OT alrite.. sometimes i just find u a bitch~~ seriously i think i shld not say sometimes i should say always.. coz u r one.. Sometime money is not the root of everything.. n it is definitely not the root of why i m back here today!!! Monday, September 17, 2007 @ 9:23 PM I am lost for awhile.. missing,disappearing vanishing and back again.. not going to blog much about happenings though.. kinda tired.. been too busy for the past 2 weeks.. or maybe for the past month.. I had learnt.. been fearful n trapped in my own tots n world will only make situation worse.. Trying hard searching reaching out to find my solution.. The thought of one thing always come into my mind.. n basically i guess it dun just apply to u or him or she... it applies to everyone.. if i was gone wld it even make a damn difference to ur life? at least i guess not so much for i know u have many others beside u n i m not the only one you need. because u didnt need me in the first place... so stop telling me u need me.. because i had prove it.. to everyone.. even without me.. life still goes on.. so even when i m gone, sadness taken over u for awhile.. n after that everything is back to normal again for u.. i always tink i m just a passer by to everyone.. for i always feel i m tat unimportant sometimes.. n forgotten at times. n not needed at all.. |
Name:Joy Lim Gek Chen D.O.B : 19/01/1986 Occupation : Prudential Financial Adviser School:May Primary, Bendemeer Secondary, Temasek Polytechnic(Diploma In Info - Communication) ==Wishlist== -Digital Camera( Samsung ST500 ) -Wardrobe -Watch ==Goals== - StarClub 2011 - Car License by end of 2010 |
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