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 Wednesday, February 07, 2007 @ 5:26 PM Edits: The tears disobeyed me.. I cried.. I feel the heartache.. ya i m emo.. so?? how it would feel like to be treated as invisible?? Guess it dun matter to you at all.. It might not be what you are thinking.. I assumed it.. your words,actions and everything is really hurting me.. If you wish me to leave you alone and not meddle into your problems.. I WILL.. Dun tell me when you need me, dan i have to be there.. When i need you dan you be there.. but recently you seems to be neglecting me.. and letting the tears to follow me to bed.. sometime it just hurts.. hurts badly.. just finished taking the graduating photos at the koi pond. time flies pretty fast for Yr 3 I guessed.. Another week of attending lectures and tutorials.. another week of seeing all the familiar faces which became my frenz.. another week of crapping around.. follow by another week of INTENSIVE STUDYING and dan last week of feb will be my examinations.. And it is really goodbye to TP(minus out if i get suppaper or graduation day lahz) Soon alot of things gonna change.. no more usual lunch break and exchanging information with other click.. no more latest updates?? haha.. It is strange how some music can make my heart feel the ache.. It is ironic how some songs can make me feel like crying.. Emo you guys may say.. some songs are in a foreign language and still it hurts.. Dun understand the meaning but still feel it.. The thought of it just hurts me.. I m inside the lab now.. listening to music and blogging away.. the songlist that is shuffling in the player somehow telling me to cry.. i dunnoe why.. I m fighting it back.. Some people tends to take my words lightly.. even after a few times I said it or smsed and it is still the same.. tends to forget.. sometimes it just hurts me when i know you forgotten about me.. sometimes it just hurts when you raised your voice at me.. sometimes it just hurts when you are harshed towards me.. sometimes it just hurt to remain quiet about the whole thing.. sometimes it hurts to know i m invisible.. it hurts me when i just blogging this down.. maybe one day.. this hurtings will just fade away.. slowly.. since we are drifting away.. |
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 Name:Joy Lim Gek Chen D.O.B : 19/01/1986 Occupation : Prudential Financial Adviser School:May Primary, Bendemeer Secondary, Temasek Polytechnic(Diploma In Info - Communication) ==Wishlist== -Digital Camera( Samsung ST500 ) -Wardrobe -Watch ==Goals== - StarClub 2011 - Car License by end of 2010 |
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