i ended school early today..

somehow the weather seems to be affecting my mood..

i've been feeling moody recently..

kinda edgy..

kinda unreasonable and kinda demanding..

i think of telling lynn i will quit after this week..

money ??

well

maybe feb will b a MIA period for me..

2 quizzes next week..

1 after the week after next..

need to hand in portfolio next fridae..

network security project not started..

mobile comm assignment 2..

exam in a month time..

things are going thru my mind again..

i cant say how i feel..

but i think is a mixed feelings of sour and bitter..

tears tends to well up easily up the brim..

i'm considering if i should go for ECG..

forgotten what the full thing..

if i were to go for ECG i rather go for a full body check up..

but i think i m scare..

i rather just leave it alone..

and let it continue like that..

maybe i m one of those who scare of the truth..

cant handle the truth..

spending a bomb of money for medical check up..

if everything in my body is GOod than still not so bad i guess..

but what if something is wrong?

means i need to spend another bomb of money for treatment?

hmmm..

i just wish that lump just go away quickly..

actually i have alot of wishes..

i wished that my family and love ones will be happy always and everything go smoothly for them

i wished that more money will be rolling into my pocket

i wished that i can graduate faster

i wished that i can clear up my bedroom QUICK

i wished that i have a new computer

i wished that i have a digital camera

i wished that i have a portable harddisk

i wished that i have a new wardrobe of new clothes..

i wished that i can decorate my house..

i wished that i can have more time so i can go out with my darlings..

i wished that i will received sunflowers on my bdae..

i wished that i can go to vivocity to watch at the goldcinema($25/seat)

i wished that i can go have a dinner on the rotating tower (near PSA)

i wished that i can have a dinner up above the sea(cablecar dinner)

i wished that tears will stop falling..

i wished that i can hear you say..

when i do hear u say it..

i wish the fairy tale story will never end..

i wish i wish i wish..

i just wish it will come true..