Thursday, December 28, 2006 @ 1:58 PM

Sometimes i wondered if the rainy seasons make ones more emotional?
I totally have no ideal..
Sometimes i wish that i could just cry like how the rain fell from the sky..
Silly me I guess.
another 3 days more and it is 2007...
Soon I m going back to school and face all the lecturers and schoolmates again..
Project are piling up..
I m trying my best to clear everything that I can..
But seriously I do not have the mood to do so..
I m just lazy..
Or coz I m just tired after working?
And my computer is down..
I have to make use of whatever resources I have to complete whatever I need to complete..
Sometime I just wish that we can fast forward everything and let everything be over soon..
How i wish everything was just a dream to me..
Or rather a nightmare to me..
I admit I m emo..
I'm sorry I tried not to cry.. but i failed..
I think I wasnt that strong after all..
The ache is just killing me each time I think of it...
But nevertheless thanks for lending me the shoulder to cry..
I know it was just a small little thing..
I should not cry till as if someone had died..
But I think it just hurt alot..
Somehow I think I m no longer who i used to be..
I m not as strong as before..
She: Am I Spoilt?
He : Yes
She : Am I unresonable?
He: Yes
She: Am I demanding?
He : Yes
I wrote a whole chunk of things..
Than to think back I just deleted it away..
I've turned to an unresonable, demanding spoilt BITCH..
I hate my life now..
I wish I wish I just wish that 2007 will be a better year for me..
I'm falling too quickly...
Way to fast..
And I dunoe how to pick myself up..
I seriously hate to work and school at the same time..
I want to stop..
But the letters to my home just keep coming..
How do i stop?
Why cant they just be sensible and stop everything?
Why is it always me?
Why do i need to be the one to hold everything together?
Why am i the one who have to make the contribution?
Just tell me when will the letters and bills ever stop coming?
just tell me when will all this ordeals end?
Just tell me when can I really smile like before again?
Just tell me..
I think enuff of ranting for now.. I better go get my work done..

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Name:Joy Lim Gek Chen
D.O.B : 19/01/1986
Occupation : Prudential Financial Adviser
School:May Primary,
Bendemeer Secondary,
Temasek Polytechnic(Diploma In Info - Communication)

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