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 Tuesday, November 14, 2006 @ 5:32 PM Each time I cried I tried not to let you see nor know about it. Each time I see you walked away, I just wish that the day will not end.. My presence are no longer important to you.. A few of my thoughts for the past few months.. make me pondered for the past few days if what I am doing is right. I'm different from the others because I do care for you.. Each time I cried I will be asking myself if you do know I am there? Or am I just waiting foolishly for something. I've read an article and I think it does sounds fair in every single bit: I remember when the movie Jurassic Park came into the theaters a few years ago.As David and I were making plans to see it, I begged him to tell me which characters would live and which ones would die. He had read the novel on which the movie was based, so I reasoned he should be able to answer such a question. When he declined to answer on the grounds that he didnt want to ruin the suspense for me, I explained that I wanted to know who would live and who would die so that I wouldnt become emotionally involved with the characters who wouldnt survive. I suspect my feelings in this incident are fairy typical. While we might not mind pleasant surprises, we certainly do not want any unpleasant ones. We want to know where we are going and we want the ASSURANCE that we will arrive. The thought that something unforeseen might be lurking in the shadows ahead makes us uncomfortable. Like children eager for their Christmas gifts, we want a peek of wat is to come. We need to know that everything will turn out right in the end.. So like what the article said, its always better to be mentally prepared for the outcome. and not wait for it to happen.. Sometime I wish I dun hope for something. Sometime I wish I can stop everything that is happening to me now. I wish that I could take a break.. I dun like what I m going through now.. I hate this life.. I am so terrribly exhausted.. So many things.. I need a pillar.. |
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 Name:Joy Lim Gek Chen D.O.B : 19/01/1986 Occupation : Prudential Financial Adviser School:May Primary, Bendemeer Secondary, Temasek Polytechnic(Diploma In Info - Communication) ==Wishlist== -Digital Camera( Samsung ST500 ) -Wardrobe -Watch ==Goals== - StarClub 2011 - Car License by end of 2010 |
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