For some of the updates of previous events..

Pls refer to Dawn's blog( Mel's Place 2nd Anniversary) & Han Wei's blog( Halloween Party cum chalet)

I really wonder why sometimes this is my body..

I should be able to control whatever I wish to control..

I should be able to tell my heart to stop aching..

And to tell my eyes to stop letting the tears to fall.

But somehow or rather I am unable to do it.

I wonder why.

Went to school with puffy eyes yesterdae..

And Dawn actually asked me..

Why I cried( pls dun say so loudly for goodness sake)

Sometimes maybe it is just too tired.

Even I am taking a break from my job..

But i still must face the fact that I need to go back to work and earn money..

If not i would not have any money for my own expenses..

I wish it would be over soon..

Each time I wish for something, if it is within your means..

I know you would do it so as to cheer me up..

I felt really grumpy for the past 2 weeks just because of some things that is happening around me..

I wish I could do something..

I really wish to stop everything..

And escape everything..

Maybe Dawn was right..

Maybe I am just looking for a companionship, an answer, someone to hold to or even maybe everything..

I told myself the exact same things 3months ago.

But i never understand why my tears still will fall for the same reason..

Maybe this is just me..

I just cant control my tears..

Dun try to think you know me inside out when you do not even know what am I excatly thinking..

If i could..

I wish I didnt start anything at all..

Not even the feelings toward you..

School term start again..

And we are spending lesser time with each other now..

When the time is right..

Maybe one day we would be together..

Maybe one day I will just forget all about you..

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Name:Joy Lim Gek Chen
D.O.B : 19/01/1986
Occupation : Prudential Financial Adviser
School:May Primary,
Bendemeer Secondary,
Temasek Polytechnic(Diploma In Info - Communication)

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