The last day of the month.

Another one more month it is gonna be 2007..

Another yr is going to end soon..

I wrote a whole chunk of rubbish about yesterday's judging..

Than to think back i just deleted it.

When a person is down on luck i think the person is really damn unlucky.

Suddenly I feel my life is so full of shit now.

Those who see me almost everyday.. I m sorry if i give u an unhappy look.

Term Test is another 2 weeks from now..

I need to start preparing.

There is so much things to think about..

how i wish i can just stop studying and go out and work..

Paying everything/everyone what i had owe them..

My mood isnt that great recently..

If u read my past entries I guess you would have guess it too..

I seriously am worn out..

I do not have enough sleep..

No time to study everything..

Yeah i know i've been to this stages too..

But i dun think i need everything to come in all at one go..

It is the final year..

Lately my mind had been totally blank..

I dunoe what i m doing..

The only thing i tried to do now is not to cry..

I cant wait for my 2 weeks break..

But even by than..

I may not have all the time i want..

i need to work..

I miss you gals..

I'm sorry for not meeting u up for dinner.

I'm sorry for not meeting u up for movie..

I'm sorry for not able to meet u up for our durian pudding at hk cafe.

I'm sorry for not knowing how you have been.

I'm sorry for not being there for u when u r going thru rough patches..

I'm sorry for not accompanying you for lunch on mondays' break.

I'm sorry for being such a sucky person..

But to be honest..

My life isnt that fantastic too..

I dunoe how much changes there will be in the future..

Things just not going well for me too..

If i can choose all over again..

I may choose to work instead of coming to poly to study..

And maybe it make a difference for my family..

I pray hard that my sickness will be over soon

I pray hard that my family problem will be over soon

I pray hard that my project and studies go smoothly

I pray hard that I have money to spend for next 3 months so i dun have to work

I pray hard tat everything will be over soon...

I hate stormy weathers..

I hate it when i have to sail out on a rough sea..

I just hate it..