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 Thursday, August 31, 2006 @ 2:35 PM omg!! Its the last 2nd day of MP/SIP le. I cant believe 19weeks is going to be over soon. Have made many new friends during this period of time.. Many things happened during this 19weeks. Seen many things in the 19weeks. Learnt alot of things in the 19weeks. Had alot of gossips in the 19weeks.. lolx.. Oh i m going to miss it so much.. The 19weeks i seriously feel grateful to Jerry & Louis for always taking care of me and always bring laughter to me.. Tolerating my mood swings at times=p I seriously think that 19weeks is gonna be a drag for me..
I cant believe it is going to end soon.. Wednesday, August 30, 2006 @ 9:13 AM Seriously it wasnt my day from yesterday onwards.. In the morning I ran to the bus stop. Almost late.. Seriously speaking it was difficult to catch my breath. Either i m becoming fatter or its been a long time since i last ran.. Anyway.. my whole face was pale when i finally stopped running.. And I seriously need to take a seat.. Omg.. Wasnt in the mood to talk to anyone yesterday.. Some promises are meant to be broken or forgotten i think.. So I tried to put that at the back of mine.. I swear i tried not to think about it.. On the way out, i sprained my ankle.. I didnt know how I fell.. At that moment of time I felt like a helpless child.. Everything is not going right for me.. Home is not like a home to me anymore.. Took the bus and d driver can said that the PIE jam.. Than he took another route.. Arh.. Tried to do something out of kindness and thought able to help a friend.. Instead it backfire.. Ouch.. I need to go for my hols soon!!! Thailand.. Pls wait for me to earn lots of cash!!!! Tuesday, August 29, 2006 @ 9:43 AM Cherishing is the topic for today.. A close fren of mine broke up with his gf of 6yrs a few days back.. I saw a customer who drank his sorrow down yesterday after he broke up with his gf of 3 yrs.. Both are guys.. I m not saying that this blog is for guys only.. But is for gals too.. The guys didnt cherish their gals when they are around.. Coz they always think that the gals will not leave them.. people tend to take their partner for granted. Why dont they appreciate the little things we gals did for them? I believed before the final break up.. Gals did told d guys before about how they feel.. But why do they need to brush it aside? Guys.. What i m trying to say is.. Pls pay more attention to your partner.. Listen to what they have to say.. Gals.. What i wanna u gals to know is.. Happiness is still in ur hands.. Dun let it go if possible.. Give the guy another chance for them to change.. A gal is not a cold blooded animal.. They have feelings.. I can say they have a stronger feeling towards u guys.. If the guys feel bad and upset and all.. Gals dun feel any better than u guys.. they feel the ache even when they are the one saying break up.. Its by years damn it.. Its not by a day or two.. Every little moments spent together is memories to us.. But sometimes some things are given to many chances.. The feelings are no longer the same.. All i want to say is cherish them.. U wun know when they will give up the whole relationship and walk away.. By that time the whole thing is too late.. Monday, August 28, 2006 @ 9:11 AM Add ons Last few weeks is not a good week for me.. Been feeling weak.. Went to jimmy house for mahjong session.. Than my backache started halfway thru the session.. And seriously was really really pain.. After the game.. Louis tried to help me massage.. But it was too pain.. And seriously they didnt expect that i was so in pain that I cried =x I lied down for awhile to rest.. Dan we went to have Bak Ku Teh @ Joo Chiat.. Coz i m craving for it.. Went to watch Barnyard.. ermz.. so so lahz the show.. well.. There still the lovewreck that i wana watch.. Stay home and rot the whole day just coz i m down.. And till now i m still down.. Still need to work later on.. Hopefully nothing happen today and i m able to go off early.. Anybody got JOB to intro??? hols are here!!! Finally its gonna be the end of Mp/Sip.. Many plans for me during the hols.. No 1. To accompany you to Nus for ur lectures..(before I start work okie) No 2. To work and earn alot alot alot of money!!!! No 3. To go on a holiday!! Thailand, Hong Kong and Taiwan are on my list!! N0 4. To get rid of the things in my room!!!!!!!! no 5. To refurnish my room!!! Of coz my project is somehow or rather completed.. Than left with the last hurdle over at my side.. Plus some enhancements.. Plus the SIP logbook and its report!! Omg.. Hopefully everything will turn out well today for me.. Coz wasnt feeling so well yesterdae.. almost puke again.. Miss out the sun-tan yesterday.. Hmmm.. Gals can we go ECP next Sunday?? >.< Thursday, August 24, 2006 @ 12:50 PM Add Ons I'm running away.. Running away from the truth.. Coz the truth always hurt the most.. Feel so Unimportant sometime.. Guess its the hormones inside my body that making me feel this way.. Jealousy and lonliness is causing me to feel this way.. I felt the twinge of jealousy.. I felt the lonliness.. I felt that i m being forgotten.. I felt the pain.. I feel the pinch.. I need a break from everything.. I'm shutting myself up.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I always wanted to be near you.. You were distant from me.. I wasn't everything you expect of.. You didnt notice me.. Time flies.. Things started to change.. you started to notice me now.. You began to realise that I do exist.. But now that you are near me.. I start to be distant from you.. I'm scare.. I'm scare of losing a close fren like you.. Sometimes I rather not to think that you are near.. Coz sometimes u didnt realised that I'm not around.. Sometimes I m just forgotten.. Who am I or what am I? When needed someone by your side yes I will be there.. I tried my best.. I really did.. But when i need someone? a sms or a phone call.. where is everyone when i need a shoulder? All I can do is to hide at a corner to look out to the beautiful sky and vent out my frustration.. I m just tired.. Wednesday, August 23, 2006 @ 12:12 PM There you go You're always so right It's all a big show It's all about you You think you know What everyone needs You always take time To criticize me It seems like everyday I make mistakes I just can't get it right It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down There you go You never ask why It's all a big lie Whatever you do You think you're special But I know, and I know And I know, and we know That you're not You're always there to point Out my mistakes and shove them in my face It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Is gonna bring me down Will never bring me down Don't tell me who I should be And don't try to tell me what's right for me Don't tell me what I should do I don't wanna waste my time I'll watch you fade away So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Won't bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Won't bring me down Shut up, shut up, shut up Tuesday, August 22, 2006 @ 10:57 AM Will be having presentation later in the afternoon.. But i dunoe why i just cant focus.. I feel that i need to run.. I need to run somewhere.. where to i dunoe.. I need to breathe.. Past few nights, didnt haf enuff slp.. woke up in the middle of the night coz of nightmares.. tears rolled down and sometimes i wonder why.. some things are just changing.. and i hate it.. I seriously hate it.. Monday, August 21, 2006 @ 9:36 AM Today's post is gonna be kina emo... Dun blame me.. Just that a couple of things got my mind generating.. I'm scare of losing someone important(who don't right?) But ever consider when did u ever really go think if you are gonna lose that someone important? I'm a person who scare of lonliness.. A person who is afraid that my friends no longer remember me.. A person who is afraid someone who knew me from the day i was born gonna leave me.. Sooner or later.. I know people comes and goes.. But why does a person have to go? I have so much to say and do with them.. BUt even when i was given a chance.. I'll act as if i dun even bother.. Suddenly i feel like running away from everything.. I dun dare to pin hopes too high.. Coz I'm scare of losing you one day.. And i hate the feeling of losing something/someone.. I already lose a close friend of mine( i think).. I cant afford to lose another.. I cant afford to lose the people that I love.. I cant afford to lose all my friends.. I cant afford to lose my parents..(esp. not mum..I still wanna go Taiwan with her again) I need a break from everything.. Friday, August 18, 2006 @ 10:53 AM Went to watch The Break Up yesterday with Louis, Kenneth & Jimmy.. Well the show is quite true for many couples I guessed. It is related in some ways or another.. One side always giving in to the other and the other taking it for granted.. When a couple argue about something.. & i meant big arguments is usually because the giving party could not stand anymore into giving in.. Here comes the part about my title.. Gals tend to hint the guys that they are the one always giving in.. Hoping the guys will appreciate them more and be more initiative.. but Men are straight forward animals.. They always thought that gals are just being crazy and make a big fuss over little things. When they both blow their top and said the hurting word :" BREAK UP" It hurt both of them.. It really do.. Guy refused to go apologised to the gal while the gal tried to spite the guy by dating with other guys... Playing mind game I can say.. But y cant the guy just put down their pride and ego and make the first move?? Y must gal tried to spite the guy for? So there goes the game.. When the guy finally see the gal cried.. He felt pain.. He tried to get back what he lost.. But when he tried.. It is all too late.. The feeling is nt there anymore.. Y wait till u lose something important and decide to cherish it when all along u can cherish it? Y cant both party compromise with each other? It not about who giving in to who more.. Its not about fairness... Its about how both can move on their relationship to the next step? Wednesday, August 16, 2006 @ 8:52 AM Happy Bdae 2 Dawn & Teow Hwee.. Last night was Teow Hwee's 21st Bdae @ Aranda chalet.. After clock out. Well there was quite a commotion outside the clock out area.. Louis & friends gathered outside waiting for Teow Hwee.. Of coz.. No one is gonna to let Teow Hwee off easily.. Hence they dragged him to the back and " TaDa"!!! Water bomb is seen flying towards Teow Hwee.. Seriously they prepared alot of water bomb and TW was very very very WET!!!! Dawn, TW & myself took Zac's van over to Tw's place to collect his stuff..
Soon the guys, started to "Tau Pok" William and yes it attracted alot of attention..
Many would like to know what happened to TW bahz.. Friday, August 11, 2006 @ 9:28 AM I know i'm supposed to blog about alot of events.. Like Miao Juan's bdae Part 2 and my Johor Bahru trip.. But I'm just too lazy and too sick to continue writing so much and crack my brain for it.. When I wrote 3 sick I really mean 3 sick..
2nd Sick
3rd Sick Thursday, August 10, 2006 @ 10:04 AM Before I start talking about my Johor Bahru trip yesterday. Let me first wish Karen Soon a Happy 20th Birthday!! You are in the digit 2 club too. Haha.. May everything go well for you okie. Love you gal.. Ps: sorry I cant be there to celebrate your birthday..
Tuesday, August 08, 2006 @ 9:53 AM Add Ons When was the last time I went to East Coast/Bedok Jetty with you? When was the last time I talk to you about everything? When was the last time I tell you about my problems? When was the last time I spill everything out to you? When was the last time I cried in front of you? When was the last time we gossip about everything? When was the last time you told me about your problems? When was the last time you tell me everything? When was the last time you cried in front of me? Where was the time where we have no secrets between us? I told a friend, I think ever since I started to work I miss out alot alot of things.. I feel that I've becoming weaker and also stronger at the same time.. I no longer cry.. But my heart still feels hurt when I know I cant be there for you.. What if one day I m no longer there?? I m no longer around.. Will things be any different? I dunoe.. All I know is I have to work hard to achieve what I want in the future.. I'm sorry I've to abandon you my dear friend/s.. But I hope that you could understand what I'm going thru.. Last Saturday(5 August) night was a night I where I really hope that all my close friends are beside me.. I always believe the beautiful moments are to be share and enjoy it together.. I went for an interview with Neo in the morning for the Singapore Expo Bookfair job.. After the interview, I went to Louis's place to see my hamsters.. Somehow I feel my hamsters are getting cuter each time I see them.. And Louis thinks that I'm crazy talking to the hamsters..haha..
Friday, August 04, 2006 @ 11:17 AM The moment I open the letter, My first thought was why is it never ending? I took the lift up trying to calm myself down.. Passed Dad the letter.. Not a single word was spoken to him.. Went to bathe & I thought of many things.. Can I finish my course asap and go out to the working world soon? Not that I dislike studying.. In fact many people asked why do i work so hard? Many people think that I work for my own leisure.. Partially true.. But I m supporting myself.. Cant denied that.. Once I stepped into the working world, I vowed that I m not going to lead the life I m leading now.. Cant I just lead a life like any other young adults who don't have to really think about money prob? At least not about their household bills they are worrying about I believe.. When they work they can spend money and save it for their own use.. It just the time of the month when I start to hate everything again.. Wednesday, August 02, 2006 @ 9:23 AM Went to watch Dragon Tiger Gate yesterday @ TM with Louis, Jimmy, Bao Fa, Kenny & Yvonne(Kenny's Gf).. After school Jimmy drove us to TM.. Hehe.. Went to buy the tix first & OMG Adeline pop out from no where, when I was buying the tix. After purchasing, saw other IFC students who are watching the same show as us.. haha.. Quite a number of people from TP was watching the same show yesterdae.. Not a bad show with some funny parts like their hair, some act tough guy who claimed he can fight pretty well..but actually he is a weak guy.. Donnie Yen... omg.. he is getting old.. but he still can fight pretty well.. See the way he fought.. WOW.. 2 of the skills Shawn Yue & Nicolas Tse learn : Golden Mask & Electrical Drilling Kick.. Haha.. Oh Ya for those who didnt see the credits about who act as who... Well.. The bad guy (Luo Sha or sth like that) was actually Louis Khoo.. wasted.. What a good looking guy hiding behind that mask of his.. lol.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006 @ 10:49 AM Another month gone.. Didnt really update much on Miao's Bdae.. There is still part 2 n part 3.. So... Will update on her bdae when I've the mood to do so.. lolx.. Long entries need alot of pictures to explain everything.. lolx.. Today is the first day of August.. And it is not going really well for me.. Woke up as usual.. However someone was in the toilet before me.. And that time slot is usually I take to take my bath de mahz.. But my brother was bathing ended up I need to wait for him to finish.. Wasted my time.. Early morning some incidents happened which led the family to have some shoutings!! Seriously hate it.. Plus unkind words were exchange between my elder brother and myself.. So my morning was spoilt just like that today.. waited for the 0835hrs bus to arrive.. & it actually drove quite slowly.. Luckily when reach the busstop was 0856hrs which i knew I need to RUN.. clocked in at 0858hrs.. LUCKY.. However I still dun like to rush myself to school.. So kinda Sianz also.. Well later going to gym.. Hopefully will be a fun one.. Lolx..
I was like how can some family who are poor but they still can survived.. I know money dun come easily.. |
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