Good things never happen often but on the other hand, bad things happen all together in a row.. And it is still adding on..

Life never been easy for me..

I admit I live in the past.

I admit I think alot.

I admit I am weak though I try to be strong.

My life change when I was 8yrs old..

Studying on the weekdays.

Working on the weekends.

Where was my childhood?

I didnt know how to play games that I saw my classmates playing after the exams..

I learnt things from my friends or in school.

There are many things that I wanted but I need to work for it.

Luckily there were a few teachers(pri. school) who dote on me..

Buying books and bags/file for me when I wanted one.

I need to be independent when I was young.

I need to understand alot of things which I dun need to.

Having friends to be by my side whenever I need them.

But how often can i look for them?

Every different point of time there is a different stage we are going thru.

And during these stages, things often change!!

Thing wun be the same for everyone.

Trying my best to be there for everyone too..

But MONEY had forbid me to do so.

Not I dun wish to join in the fun but I dun haf the choice to do so.

It had been a long time..

A long long time since I really cry my heart out.

Yes!!

I finally released the devil within me.

Those who are near me, pls give me a day or 2 to recover from it.

Let me be emo. for another 2 days or so.

Trust me.

I try to turn my life back up and start to move on soon.

Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.

Who knows. .

To a friend of mine:

Thanks for being there for me when I need you.

I'm sorry that I've been acting weird recently.

Thanks for tolerating all my nonsense though I know u wanted to scold me just now for being crazy to cry.

Thanks for lending me your shoulder.

I'm sorry for making ur shirt wet with my tears.

I promise I will be strong again.

I promise it will be over soon.

I promise we will be friends for life.