I know deep down within me that I'm changing to another person.
Do not ask me if I'm changing for the better or for the worst, as I, myself is unsure for myself.
My attitude towards some people had change.
My point of view had change..
But sometimes it wasnt me who wanna change..
Its the surrounding.
The society..
I cant denied the fact that partially i changed is coz of how people treat me too..
I trying to bring myself back to the right path..
However times and times again, some truth and some things u guys are trying to hide from me..
Actually do hurt me..

Coz this wasnt the way it used to be..

Working and Studying is my main goal now I guess..
And maybe my 2 hamsters @ my friend's place..
Coz upon seeing the hamsters, I feel much more better..
There is nothing to hide between the hamsters and myself at least..
Maybe this is how life gonna be from now on..
I cant change the fact i change..
But i also cant denied the fact that u had changed too..

I trying to look on the bright side..
No point of thinking about all the negative factors anymore..

What is mine will be mine eventually..
What meant to be, meant to be.
No point of forcing to change everything my way..
I learnt..
I changed..
Why is it like this?
Because there is a reason behind to everything that happens..

The only comfort I can find is to make myself tired..
Is to drain all my energy..
Is to keep my time and mind occupy..
I just wish everything is just a dream..
And may I enter to the world of fairy tale land soon..