Somehow I feel something is seriously wrong.. I got the feelings but I do not know what is wrong..
For the past few days, I'm undergoing some hormones changes I guess. Or was it something which made me this way.. I cant find the answer to it..

Alot of things is running through my mind.. But when I think back, I do not know what I am thinking in the first place.. But I know all these things are causing me to have a serious mood swings.. So those whom I had attitude you for no reason please forgive me!! For those who keep on hearing me nagging, please forgive me too!!!

There is a little devil within me which make me think about alot of things.. Things had changed.. People had changed.. There is nothing I can do about it, I know that.. I just hate this feeling.. Am I undergoing depression? I don't know.. I just feel that Time is not enough, Money is not enough but there are so many things need to do and so many things need to buy..

Soon.. Very soon the devil within me will take control of me soon.. I can feel it.. I am still controlling it, not to let it out now.. If I could I will not let the devil out at all and tame it within me.. If I ever need to let it out.. I need the sandy beach where I can SCREAM and CRY at the same time.. If only I could.. Soon I am going to be insane.. I just hate it when it come to this point.. ARhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........