4th week into SIP..n i m still waiting for my project confirmation..

This morning i was in a very good mood..seriously..coz i see all the babies cute faces which really brighten my day..How i wish i can be a small kid again where i don't face anymore problems and see all the hatred in the world..

Some people just know how to think they are always right..Never thinking why the outcome/results will be..Ever think before it takes 2 hands to clap? If you are in a foul mood,tell the other party..Do not becoz of your mood and blame others for your unhappiness..I'm sorry to say so but i really disappointed in you too coz you r just simply putting all your unhappiness onto someone joke..Both were just playing around..and where did it lead to?I'm not siding anyone over here but i m just stating the fact after you told me coz of other things which upset you..
Maybe i just never understand what you are really thinking..Ya one day i will know..if you never voice it out..nobody will ever know what you are thinking. We are not a cell which belongs in your body..You dont say it,nobody will know about it..

Will tears really solve the problems you are having?I've learnt..learnt how to let go..my heart still aches..but there is nothing that i can do to change the world around me.I ever ask a question:"If i were to die..would you miss me?" Seriously i feel that if i die..maybe i'll just be part of everyone memories..but life still need to go on.maybe some pple will just find it strange without me by their side but the most i give 3months to forget that i spent those time with any of you..

Really feel there are somethings that need to let go..and i m still learning..and i m still trying..i m giving up all hopes of having a wonderful life where no hatred exists..coz this is just life..Like what jerry asked me the other day: which do you think is right a) Greed is the root to all evil or b) money is the root to all evil..

I chose A..Greed is the root to all evil..coz the evilness might not be coz of money..but jealousy..
and there are many things out there that pple can be jealous of..

a little add on after my break time:
trying to tame the jealously devil within me.. Things will just change within time and things will not be the same again. Learn to accept other flaws and listen to what others had to say is what i m trying to change to. But please dun take me for granted..

To you: i meant well coz u always keep things to yourself..and u dun expect other pple to know u in a foul mood that day..pple will back off if they know u in a foul mood..or the least they can do is to cheer you up.. I've told you b4 the other day don't be too emotional and sensitive towards some things.. somehow or rather things will never be so beautiful outside this school life.. Coz if u dun learn than will never step out of the working life..